Friday, October 8, 2010
* you and me bby
there are days which im happy
there are days which im sad..
but everyday im in love with you..
i put my trust in you from the day i said yes.. it's because trust is easily given, but once lost its hard to recover..i wear my heart on my sleeve.. its not such a good thing but i can't help it.. i guess its a bad factor i have. people love themselves for who they are and don't want to change anything about themselves.. I on the other hand is different.. ofcourse i love myself, because you can't love another before you learn to love yourself.. you love the good and the bad. but there is always something you want to change, people say 'no' they don't want a single thing to change.. but you always hear 'i need to lose/gain weight', 'i wish i had this.. or that..'
Envy is another factor which enables one to determine that they want that to change.. it's a want, not a need. We always want things we can't have... it's human nature..
needless to say there are factors in me which i want to change.. my undecisiveness, my idea that if i don't give my all i will end up alone.. I guess that's my biggest fear.. if i end up alone .
I want someone to always be by my side.. friends and family will always be there but it's different when you have someone you call your own.. someone who will be there to keep you company when there is nothing to do.. someone to constantly hold your hand and hug you.. somone to tell you that they love you for who you are.. flaws and all..
tragic thing is it's a trial and error process.. you give your all to someone.. and they betray it.. they cheat.. they lie.. they simply don't give their all back to you. you do this constantly and each try,each failure it hurts more and more.. you tell yourself you don't need that, you can do better - everyone says that and it's true.. you don't cry because it's over, you're crying because of all that effort you put in thinking that you might've found your yang.. it turns out all wrong. all that effort and trust and confinement down the drain..
in the end you simply have to be yourself.. and if you know it's not working out you know you haven't found your yang.. and for those who simply mess around.. they're never going to find their yang.. they will and its going to be too late.. because their other half will simply see the bad side to them and choose not to go down that path incase their outcome is the same as previous partners..
love.. faith..trust..loyalty.
love the person you're with.. every every bone in your body
let them have faith in you to not do them wrong..
be that trustworthy person where they can confide in you and trust that you don't break their heart..
be loyal to them and have no other in your life as they make you happy ..
i love you bebe ken.. <3
elle_
there are days which im sad..
but everyday im in love with you..
i put my trust in you from the day i said yes.. it's because trust is easily given, but once lost its hard to recover..i wear my heart on my sleeve.. its not such a good thing but i can't help it.. i guess its a bad factor i have. people love themselves for who they are and don't want to change anything about themselves.. I on the other hand is different.. ofcourse i love myself, because you can't love another before you learn to love yourself.. you love the good and the bad. but there is always something you want to change, people say 'no' they don't want a single thing to change.. but you always hear 'i need to lose/gain weight', 'i wish i had this.. or that..'
Envy is another factor which enables one to determine that they want that to change.. it's a want, not a need. We always want things we can't have... it's human nature..
needless to say there are factors in me which i want to change.. my undecisiveness, my idea that if i don't give my all i will end up alone.. I guess that's my biggest fear.. if i end up alone .
I want someone to always be by my side.. friends and family will always be there but it's different when you have someone you call your own.. someone who will be there to keep you company when there is nothing to do.. someone to constantly hold your hand and hug you.. somone to tell you that they love you for who you are.. flaws and all..
tragic thing is it's a trial and error process.. you give your all to someone.. and they betray it.. they cheat.. they lie.. they simply don't give their all back to you. you do this constantly and each try,each failure it hurts more and more.. you tell yourself you don't need that, you can do better - everyone says that and it's true.. you don't cry because it's over, you're crying because of all that effort you put in thinking that you might've found your yang.. it turns out all wrong. all that effort and trust and confinement down the drain..
in the end you simply have to be yourself.. and if you know it's not working out you know you haven't found your yang.. and for those who simply mess around.. they're never going to find their yang.. they will and its going to be too late.. because their other half will simply see the bad side to them and choose not to go down that path incase their outcome is the same as previous partners..
love.. faith..trust..loyalty.
love the person you're with.. every every bone in your body
let them have faith in you to not do them wrong..
be that trustworthy person where they can confide in you and trust that you don't break their heart..
be loyal to them and have no other in your life as they make you happy ..
i love you bebe ken.. <3
elle_
♥ whisper me sweet little lies
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