Tuesday, February 2, 2010
* i can be heartless. like you; bitch
i think you're awesome,
i'm sorry if i upset you or make you mad, cause i dont mean too.. i want to be there for you whenever you need me.. don't feel bad , because i'm here for you, always remember that, i always tell you.. you still make me smile and laugh like no tomorrow that's why there's no regrets when i do stuff for you..
but now i will try to grow a backbone. it's harder then you think it is, i don't know how i'm going to survive if i keep being the way i am, being nice in this world will get me nowhere. I will be tougher, i will make decisions. i will say no when i have to and not feel guilty. i willtry.
you can't please everyone, so dont try. you do what you want to do, but there are sometimes you should take others into consideration.
i gambled. please dont let me do that again. i dont want to end up being a hobo because i gambled. its in my blood i cant help it. my aunty, my uncle, my dad. - they all have gambling issues. kinda sucks. BUT i will not follow their footsteps. i can control myself!
anywhos. im going to read. try and make myself tired, work tomorros =),
must get license soon. will book for driving lessons. im motivated biatch.
xoxo
love`elle
i'm sorry if i upset you or make you mad, cause i dont mean too.. i want to be there for you whenever you need me.. don't feel bad , because i'm here for you, always remember that, i always tell you.. you still make me smile and laugh like no tomorrow that's why there's no regrets when i do stuff for you..
but now i will try to grow a backbone. it's harder then you think it is, i don't know how i'm going to survive if i keep being the way i am, being nice in this world will get me nowhere. I will be tougher, i will make decisions. i will say no when i have to and not feel guilty. i will
you can't please everyone, so dont try. you do what you want to do, but there are sometimes you should take others into consideration.
i gambled. please dont let me do that again. i dont want to end up being a hobo because i gambled. its in my blood i cant help it. my aunty, my uncle, my dad. - they all have gambling issues. kinda sucks. BUT i will not follow their footsteps. i can control myself!
anywhos. im going to read. try and make myself tired, work tomorros =),
must get license soon. will book for driving lessons. im motivated biatch.
xoxo
love`elle
♥ whisper me sweet little lies
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