Monday, January 4, 2010
* not yet healed..
i hate this.. i blogged and it disappeared. motherffff...
i have a headache.. i think my stomach is eating itself out. woke up today at 5 and went to work.. now i'm kinda tired.. sigh. i think im ok..i think im over it.. sort of, or i may just be masking it up, which i really dont mind doing..
theres nothing worst than to sit here and think about them.. like them, whilst they aren't even thinking about you or possibly not like you no more.. :( depressing aint it.
Nick asked me out tonight.. some part wants to say yes other part says no.. Yes - because there's no harm going out to get to know someone, how else am i going to do it.. No- because i don't know him well enough.. and if ido what ifhe still does like me... then i just jeopardise my chance of getting back.. i need to stop thinking that there may be a chance if i want to move on. urgh
oh.. and melly. i love you very dearly.. and i know it hurts.. you can cry. as much as you want.. i cant tell you what to do but i am here for you. i know what its like waiting for the unknown.. as well as missing someone so much that when u try to have funand they cross your mind it just kills your mood, your appetite completely and you just want to cry..
its ok.. we're here for you. always and forever.
you know what hurts the most.. not knowing where you are anymore... :'(
i shall not cry.. it hurts and hurts..never knew i could like you this much it scares me.
love`elle.
xoxo
i have a headache.. i think my stomach is eating itself out. woke up today at 5 and went to work.. now i'm kinda tired.. sigh. i think im ok..i think im over it.. sort of, or i may just be masking it up, which i really dont mind doing..
theres nothing worst than to sit here and think about them.. like them, whilst they aren't even thinking about you or possibly not like you no more.. :( depressing aint it.
Nick asked me out tonight.. some part wants to say yes other part says no.. Yes - because there's no harm going out to get to know someone, how else am i going to do it.. No- because i don't know him well enough.. and if ido what if
oh.. and melly. i love you very dearly.. and i know it hurts.. you can cry. as much as you want.. i cant tell you what to do but i am here for you. i know what its like waiting for the unknown.. as well as missing someone so much that when u try to have funand they cross your mind it just kills your mood, your appetite completely and you just want to cry..
its ok.. we're here for you. always and forever.
you know what hurts the most.. not knowing where you are anymore... :'(
i shall not cry.. it hurts and hurts..never knew i could like you this much it scares me.
love`elle.
xoxo
♥ whisper me sweet little lies
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