Friday, October 29, 2010
i love my bf, yes i do :)
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Monday, October 25, 2010
* trust.
i think trust is the biggest issue in a relationship..
so be careful men, because the littlest things can make your mrs not trust you...
so be careful men, because the littlest things can make your mrs not trust you...
♥ whisper me sweet little lies
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Friday, October 8, 2010
* you and me bby
there are days which im happy
there are days which im sad..
but everyday im in love with you..
i put my trust in you from the day i said yes.. it's because trust is easily given, but once lost its hard to recover..i wear my heart on my sleeve.. its not such a good thing but i can't help it.. i guess its a bad factor i have. people love themselves for who they are and don't want to change anything about themselves.. I on the other hand is different.. ofcourse i love myself, because you can't love another before you learn to love yourself.. you love the good and the bad. but there is always something you want to change, people say 'no' they don't want a single thing to change.. but you always hear 'i need to lose/gain weight', 'i wish i had this.. or that..'
Envy is another factor which enables one to determine that they want that to change.. it's a want, not a need. We always want things we can't have... it's human nature..
needless to say there are factors in me which i want to change.. my undecisiveness, my idea that if i don't give my all i will end up alone.. I guess that's my biggest fear.. if i end up alone .
I want someone to always be by my side.. friends and family will always be there but it's different when you have someone you call your own.. someone who will be there to keep you company when there is nothing to do.. someone to constantly hold your hand and hug you.. somone to tell you that they love you for who you are.. flaws and all..
tragic thing is it's a trial and error process.. you give your all to someone.. and they betray it.. they cheat.. they lie.. they simply don't give their all back to you. you do this constantly and each try,each failure it hurts more and more.. you tell yourself you don't need that, you can do better - everyone says that and it's true.. you don't cry because it's over, you're crying because of all that effort you put in thinking that you might've found your yang.. it turns out all wrong. all that effort and trust and confinement down the drain..
in the end you simply have to be yourself.. and if you know it's not working out you know you haven't found your yang.. and for those who simply mess around.. they're never going to find their yang.. they will and its going to be too late.. because their other half will simply see the bad side to them and choose not to go down that path incase their outcome is the same as previous partners..
love.. faith..trust..loyalty.
love the person you're with.. every every bone in your body
let them have faith in you to not do them wrong..
be that trustworthy person where they can confide in you and trust that you don't break their heart..
be loyal to them and have no other in your life as they make you happy ..
i love you bebe ken.. <3
elle_
there are days which im sad..
but everyday im in love with you..
i put my trust in you from the day i said yes.. it's because trust is easily given, but once lost its hard to recover..i wear my heart on my sleeve.. its not such a good thing but i can't help it.. i guess its a bad factor i have. people love themselves for who they are and don't want to change anything about themselves.. I on the other hand is different.. ofcourse i love myself, because you can't love another before you learn to love yourself.. you love the good and the bad. but there is always something you want to change, people say 'no' they don't want a single thing to change.. but you always hear 'i need to lose/gain weight', 'i wish i had this.. or that..'
Envy is another factor which enables one to determine that they want that to change.. it's a want, not a need. We always want things we can't have... it's human nature..
needless to say there are factors in me which i want to change.. my undecisiveness, my idea that if i don't give my all i will end up alone.. I guess that's my biggest fear.. if i end up alone .
I want someone to always be by my side.. friends and family will always be there but it's different when you have someone you call your own.. someone who will be there to keep you company when there is nothing to do.. someone to constantly hold your hand and hug you.. somone to tell you that they love you for who you are.. flaws and all..
tragic thing is it's a trial and error process.. you give your all to someone.. and they betray it.. they cheat.. they lie.. they simply don't give their all back to you. you do this constantly and each try,each failure it hurts more and more.. you tell yourself you don't need that, you can do better - everyone says that and it's true.. you don't cry because it's over, you're crying because of all that effort you put in thinking that you might've found your yang.. it turns out all wrong. all that effort and trust and confinement down the drain..
in the end you simply have to be yourself.. and if you know it's not working out you know you haven't found your yang.. and for those who simply mess around.. they're never going to find their yang.. they will and its going to be too late.. because their other half will simply see the bad side to them and choose not to go down that path incase their outcome is the same as previous partners..
love.. faith..trust..loyalty.
love the person you're with.. every every bone in your body
let them have faith in you to not do them wrong..
be that trustworthy person where they can confide in you and trust that you don't break their heart..
be loyal to them and have no other in your life as they make you happy ..
i love you bebe ken.. <3
elle_
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Tuesday, October 5, 2010
* i'm sorry,
being at home makes me depressed..
overthinking sometimes hurts. just a little.. alot actually. isn't ignorance bliss, but it can also be torture.
trust issues? i dont think so.. i don't know .
Let's take things day by day and forget about the future. I wish that were possible but everyday we think of the future.. what we eat later, what to do tomorrow, and if you dont realise, you always think about what you say before you say it. force of nature to always think into the future...
i hate being home, i wish i was anywhere but home, its so depressing. perhaps i need some retail therapy.
=( maybe i should go to officeworks and develop photos keep me occupied. sighhh
i miss him already
boo - emo momenet, now gone cause it takes too much effort to be sad, too much energy to be happy , so i guess the meh emotion sums it all up.
xoxo love`elle
es2k
overthinking sometimes hurts. just a little.. alot actually. isn't ignorance bliss, but it can also be torture.
trust issues? i dont think so.. i don't know .
Let's take things day by day and forget about the future. I wish that were possible but everyday we think of the future.. what we eat later, what to do tomorrow, and if you dont realise, you always think about what you say before you say it. force of nature to always think into the future...
i hate being home, i wish i was anywhere but home, its so depressing. perhaps i need some retail therapy.
=( maybe i should go to officeworks and develop photos keep me occupied. sighhh
i miss him already
boo - emo momenet, now gone cause it takes too much effort to be sad, too much energy to be happy , so i guess the meh emotion sums it all up.
xoxo love`elle
es2k
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Sunday, October 3, 2010
* rain on my parade,
today was the most unproductive day ever. this weather just makes me not bothered to study or do anything. the weather is crapp too.
had a pretty ok weekend, friday went to ZAIA for Sally and Julie's Bday hehe sally was so cute :P.
and Saturday had dinner and went bowling then off to star cityyyy for Steven's bday, =) . Good nights, and tonight is lazy night.
Bones, Castle. Event Management study boo..
Well i start work on the 11th from 2:45pm - 11pm five days a week, like epic much! oh wells this would be fun.
Anyways off to try and study hehe
xoxo love`elle
had a pretty ok weekend, friday went to ZAIA for Sally and Julie's Bday hehe sally was so cute :P.
and Saturday had dinner and went bowling then off to star cityyyy for Steven's bday, =) . Good nights, and tonight is lazy night.
Bones, Castle. Event Management study boo..
Well i start work on the 11th from 2:45pm - 11pm five days a week, like epic much! oh wells this would be fun.
Anyways off to try and study hehe
xoxo love`elle
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Tuesday, September 28, 2010
* welcome backk
bonjour,
it's been 3 months since i've last blogged, i guess i haven't really had time to sit and just blog i guess. Needless to say the only time i have to blog is when i need to study. lol.
so what has been happening the last 3 months. gosh thats a long way to go back to recap. here is an attempt of my timeline
mellys bday,
sera's bday,
danny's bday,
one year anniversary <3,
grandma passed away :(
DEFQON1.
oh and somewhere in there my lovely getaway to terrigal, melly + sera went snows and mr danny went to melbourne,
anywhos, recently.. just been working, andd studying for my stupid 2 exams. october 6th and 9th boo, hope i pass, thats all i want actually..
been watching alot of series lately, lols cause of ms melly, hehe.
DEFQON1 was awesome. like really awesome. boo to those who who didnt come, ngaww.
bass control this year? contemplating
Sally's birthday this friday @ Zaia, haven't clubbed in like years,
anywhos, back to work!
love`elle
xoxo
it's been 3 months since i've last blogged, i guess i haven't really had time to sit and just blog i guess. Needless to say the only time i have to blog is when i need to study. lol.
so what has been happening the last 3 months. gosh thats a long way to go back to recap. here is an attempt of my timeline
mellys bday,
sera's bday,
danny's bday,
one year anniversary <3,
grandma passed away :(
DEFQON1.
oh and somewhere in there my lovely getaway to terrigal, melly + sera went snows and mr danny went to melbourne,
anywhos, recently.. just been working, andd studying for my stupid 2 exams. october 6th and 9th boo, hope i pass, thats all i want actually..
been watching alot of series lately, lols cause of ms melly, hehe.
DEFQON1 was awesome. like really awesome. boo to those who who didnt come, ngaww.
bass control this year? contemplating
Sally's birthday this friday @ Zaia, haven't clubbed in like years,
anywhos, back to work!
love`elle
xoxo
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Thursday, June 24, 2010
* oh nooo
wee my bus comes in l ike 8 mins so i should htfu.
anywhoos i decided to blog cause i remembered too.. i have work soon. :(
i go back to uni on monday when everyones on holidays boo how epically sad,
well nothing new, i do need to go buy some new clothes and also some new... stockings and stationary.
GOOD LUCK MELLY, hope you did well, now you are freee! omgosh can you believe it, after this semester i only have one semester left till i like graduate! ahhh :( i feel so oooold!
xoxo love`elle
will update again soon with hopefully some good news!
anywhoos i decided to blog cause i remembered too.. i have work soon. :(
i go back to uni on monday when everyones on holidays boo how epically sad,
well nothing new, i do need to go buy some new clothes and also some new... stockings and stationary.
GOOD LUCK MELLY, hope you did well, now you are freee! omgosh can you believe it, after this semester i only have one semester left till i like graduate! ahhh :( i feel so oooold!
xoxo love`elle
will update again soon with hopefully some good news!
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